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"It's never the right time to have kids, but it's always the right time for screwing. God's not a dumbshit. He knows how it works."

Lingerie model

My gorgeous gal just got a great job as a lingerie model! She just asked me how I feel about dating a model...I didn't think we were dating but she is a model after all!!!

I can get all kinds of treatment for free. but not for my teeth. I have an infection that is causing pain on a scale of 1-10, it is a 9!! can't eat, sleep,I am running a hi fever, my TMJ makes it so much worse, ugh, I pray for a miracle

I knew I was right, I will not be a when you feel like it friend. It is when "I" feel like it, deal with it!!!

I can't take this fucking pain, I cry so much because of it I am getting sick. I just want to die, I want this to end, please!!

All this fun and debauchery and I still miss that special one :-(

Just about to get some & another shows up, now I have to choose which one. I love this awkwardness. Deal with it Angie!!!!

I am thankful for all the sex these beautiful ladies have given me!!!! I love sex, love it, love it, love it. I miss only one thing, her...

I overexerted myself with my "Whoring" around all yesterday and this morning. I refuse to go back to the ER, I am just self medicating. After dinner it is time for more Whoring, Drinking & Smoking & then more Whoring.

Did I mention I LOVE SEX. I am a total Whore but they all know it ;) Time for my other "date" I need to clean up before she gets here.

Awkward...sitting in a room with 3 woman I have had sex with in the last few weeks. Hmm I wonder if i can get them to...

I am a Whore, but I am OK with it because I am so good at it. Scratch that I am great at it, So the ladies tell me ;)

Beth

First night in Eugene was a blast!! Bar's with WiFi is a bad idea!! Drunk bastards tend to have poor judgement. Beth likes my beard, she said it's itchy tho ;)

Packed and ready to go. If you care, remember i won't be on line with any regularity. So text if you want. If you got my letter, you understand, this I just have to do. Those are my wishes, please remember that.

Gone insane be back soon ;)

6 am and no sleep yet, ugh

Ya everything I touch turns to shit, thanks for reminding me. Nice to know I am not someone you could trust anymore, Or someone who could be a friend, yadda, yadda, yadda

2nd time in my life, a threesome! I can die now, OMFG!!! I LOVE SEX!!! Steph that was the best "gift" ever!!!

Sleazy

I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW!!! I love SEX! I love SEX, not a woman (sleazy at that) just SEX! Thank yooouuuu Steph, I know you understand too! Tonight again please :) No mashing my head in your thighs next time

Saying goodbye today, I won't be back on line anymore starting next week, aside from my phone's web. Gonna be stay'n with friends all over, until it's over. If you have my # you can text me. Let me know now if you don't.

Back in the hospital & not by choice. Freaking woke up here, I guess I wasn't breathing and Steph freaked out. Ugh...

I hate loving someone who doesn't love me back. I will never have her before I go. Ugh

Finished my final wishes and my will today. Talk about morbid, now back to living as much as I can before it is time to leave.

I plan on fucking doing everything before I leave, drinking, smoking, having sex with all the woman who need or want it.

saying goodbye to all, sorry

Morphine, Demerol, Whiskey, keep 'em coming

I am spending more time in the hospital than out. I will not let this end up being my home in the end.

Time to make the donuts

I hate all this dam medication. If I only have about 5 yrs left. I will not do it by keep taking all this crap.

I find that someone I thought I knew, I never really knew at all. Sad to; I mistakenly trusted them. Now I can't believe my ignorance.

"New chapter in my life" Ya what the fuck ever!! It is the final chapter...

It would be easy as 1, 2, 3...

Another day down, another day closer. Pain is so much I have to wear a mouth guard. If I don't I may crack another tooth. Lovely...

Knowing you have a limited amount of time is horrible. How am I to enjoy the time I have left. I wish I didn't know...

Well I am exhausted, in pain & am going to give in for now. I will maybe try again later. Right now, I will try the silence.

You know a Grey Goose Dirty Martini sounds real good!!!

I hate being stuck home with no $ & no transportation. No medical insurance is gonna kill me before my heart gives out.

Ok I need to find something to do tonight. Something to make me forget the pain. Like that is possible but I need to try.

This round of Harvesting is OMG F'n painful. Day 1 back & I feel like I did af the end of the first 2 weeks. Ugh, I have no more tears left.

If you can't be with the one you love. Then love the one you are with.

I just don't have a reason to get out of bed anymore. At least a sleep I don't mind the pain so much.

Phase 1 is not working, no viable stem cells. Have to try again this time is going to be more painful. This time has to work...

I seem to keep getting in a worse mood as I keep hearing health things & reacting poorly. It is just not good to be around me right now.

With good days and bad days, last night & today are just plain worse.

I have two things to say, yet I can't remember what the hell they are.