Wow, I am now getting flack from my doctors about loosing too much weight. It seems they are not happy that I have lost 65 pounds in the last 4 months. I am now at 218 lbs I took a peak at the scale while at the clinic. I am so much pain now days it makes it hard to want to work out. They had me on 160 mg of Oxycodone & 20 mg of Roxanol in the morning and in the evenings. Even with all these pain meds the nerve pain is still teeth grating. Though I am not on them now since they have worries about addiction and my weight loss.
In group we all have become close, we are the only ones that truly understand what we all are going through. I have lost three friends from group in the last 3 months. It is so hard not talking about it out side of group. I had a friend I hoped would understand, I don't think they ever did. I don't blame them, I envy them.
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