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I can't stand this, I hate being alone and having no one to share with. I hate not being able to get that embrace of love. I have lost my friends & everyone I have loved. I am withdrawing from the clinic next week. The treatments have failed anyways. All they can do for me is try to extend my existence. The depth of my despair is great. I stopped taking all medications a week ago. I hope it has the intended effects because I just wish for this all to end and end now.