I hate everyone and everything

So is it right for a child to be taken? Is is right for a child yet born? I have no faith anymore, I was only just starting to have faith. I was so looking forward to becoming a father. It was giving me hope I may get through my health troubles. The fact is I never thought I would be able to feel worse than I did before. I have hit bottom and now I am digging deeper. I hope to find a way out, I hate myself, life, everything and everyone. She should have been allowed to be born, she should have been allowed to know love.